week 3

well let's see...

MON: Chem revision lecture 1-4pm
TUE: Chem revision lecture again 1-4pm
WED: Math consultation 9.30-12.30pm; do Math 8-12am
THU: Math consultation 9.15-12.15pm; do Math 8-12am
FRI: Math consultation 9-5pm

My life so far. I've never studied so much ever since after prelims in sec 4 where i started panicking. well done guanwen!

Wasn't really in a good mood today; after what happened yesterday, but nonetheless, i can tell myself proudly that I KNOW HOW TO DO VECTORS QNS (esp. on planes)! thanks Mrs Loke for all the help and advice you've given me these 3 days. i'll still need help in complex no. and distribution though.

I'm still not feeling better at all, in fact it's worse from morning. Emotions going through my mind now are unhappy, upset, disappointment, disturbed, relieved, frustrated and sad.

OH YEAH I need to update on LTC which i've not talked about in a long time. things I learnt:
1. Interact with your seniors, they're a nice bunch of people who tell you stuff that happened in school you'll never in your life can ever imagine.
2. Just because you had a bad experience in something you did before you're not gonna now try to see it in different perspective and do it. I feel that it's just wrong, deluding and giving up on yourself and the other people around supporting you. have the courage, step out of your comfort zone (omg so cliche) and DO IT and maybe it ain't so bad after all, perhaps it may even turn out more natural than you think.
3. Revising work in camps like this is no joke.
4. Planning for a event in camps like this is seriously no joke.
5. Having to elect an EXCO right after LTC is just suicide (as it was for the past 5 years)

And being nice and sincere doesn't help. not only will they not appreciate what you've done for them, they take you for granted, and worse still, they blame you for whatever stuff that happens to them which has no bloody connection to you, not sparing a thought for your feelings.

What a way to welcome the weekend.

Sometimes we should just do away with our emotions and the world may be a better place to live in.