post mid-year exam time

The mids are over, like finally. Good news for now, bad news in a week's time. I can say I really did study hard for it (as compared to the common test), but the results won't show. The papers were tough, and time wasn't really on my side if you put it this way. Whatever it is, I'm gonna give myself some breathing space until school officially commences on Tuesday.

I actually thought that the last paper chemistry two days back was at 8 in the morning, so I reached school at like 7.30, but to find out later it was an afternoon paper and it only started at 2! I had almost 6 hours to spare and so meanwhile studied chem but it wasn't much of a help.

Some of T38 went out after chem to town and we watched GET SMART. This is one of the best
shows I've seen this year. Hilarious, amusing and just plain old funny. You really should watch it considering the stress accumulated these few weeks, it makes it almost disappear, but it'll be back very soon.

And I finally met Melissa and Julian yesterday. They're nice, and I think that's all I can say cos it's the first time meeting them. Awkward, yes. I'm not used to it, and it'll probably take some time, I can't just talk to someone I've never met before normally. It's weird for me, its not Orientation or LTC where sometimes at first you're sort of forced to make friends with each other and stuff. And sometimes if you really wanna know it's kinda unfair. Maybe it's just me I don't know.

I've always thought that sleeping could solve all your problems but sometimes it can't. It gets worse and worse sometimes just thinking about it each time time and over again. Best is don't think about it, which is pretty much impossible. Okay I'm starting to get emo, so next.

In a week's time I'll be pretty much bald and botak. I'm not really looking forward to it but it's a good experience nevertheless. The only good thing I can think of is that I don't need to cut my hair for like 3-4 months.

It's the Euro 2008 finals tonight (or tomorrow morning) and I'm looking very forward to it, because after Monday it'll be the same old routine again and this time, I really need a study partner.

4 months

4 months.

week 3

well let's see...

MON: Chem revision lecture 1-4pm
TUE: Chem revision lecture again 1-4pm
WED: Math consultation 9.30-12.30pm; do Math 8-12am
THU: Math consultation 9.15-12.15pm; do Math 8-12am
FRI: Math consultation 9-5pm

My life so far. I've never studied so much ever since after prelims in sec 4 where i started panicking. well done guanwen!

Wasn't really in a good mood today; after what happened yesterday, but nonetheless, i can tell myself proudly that I KNOW HOW TO DO VECTORS QNS (esp. on planes)! thanks Mrs Loke for all the help and advice you've given me these 3 days. i'll still need help in complex no. and distribution though.

I'm still not feeling better at all, in fact it's worse from morning. Emotions going through my mind now are unhappy, upset, disappointment, disturbed, relieved, frustrated and sad.

OH YEAH I need to update on LTC which i've not talked about in a long time. things I learnt:
1. Interact with your seniors, they're a nice bunch of people who tell you stuff that happened in school you'll never in your life can ever imagine.
2. Just because you had a bad experience in something you did before you're not gonna now try to see it in different perspective and do it. I feel that it's just wrong, deluding and giving up on yourself and the other people around supporting you. have the courage, step out of your comfort zone (omg so cliche) and DO IT and maybe it ain't so bad after all, perhaps it may even turn out more natural than you think.
3. Revising work in camps like this is no joke.
4. Planning for a event in camps like this is seriously no joke.
5. Having to elect an EXCO right after LTC is just suicide (as it was for the past 5 years)

And being nice and sincere doesn't help. not only will they not appreciate what you've done for them, they take you for granted, and worse still, they blame you for whatever stuff that happens to them which has no bloody connection to you, not sparing a thought for your feelings.

What a way to welcome the weekend.

Sometimes we should just do away with our emotions and the world may be a better place to live in.

7 JUN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MARIE!

although you're 18 years and 1 day old, you're still that sweet and lovely girl you always are.

all thanks to majella, joel, michael & sarah that my surprise worked out, so KUDOS to 4 of you!