My head still hurts from drinking over the night. But it was a pity not being able to get drunk, as I've hoped for. School's starting tomorrow again and the time to hit the books starts again. This whole week didn't started off well nor ended off well. My problems are constantly bugging me in my thoughts randomly, and I thought drinking could solve the problem, but turns out that I didn't get drunk to forget my sorrows, instead my head feels nothing but heavy and hot, on the verge of explosion. But it was fun, never felt so carefree and laughed crazily for a VERY LONG time. Drinking can't solve my problems, and my support source now not so supportive of me, its going to be tough times ahead for you, Guan Wen. 

放弃我放弃。

经过了那么多，又想了这么久，还是放弃好了。

好在不用在脑海里胡思乱想和期望你会做任何为我开心的事。

我放弃。

i really don't know what to say. . .

I must say, it was a blessing in disguise. (:

When you finally thought that you could be understood, well, it turns out to be the other way.



happy teachers' day.