a failure, is what I should be called from now on, anyway, I've been failing all my life.
never had I did so badly for an exam, practically failing every single subject being offered to me.
and I don't see the reason why people still can smile and joke around when their results are just as bad.
sometimes I don't even know why I'm still pursuing an education course, when all I'm doing is wasting resources.
and I'm not gonna blame it on the teachers anymore, it doesn't work nor help this way.
retain, leave or stick to the status quo I really don't know;
I need to see some light, even if its just a blink of light rays.
someone please tell me what to do.
Monday, March 24
Sunday, March 23
a sad day; easter
oh my gosh, its been weeks since I last updated, 13 days to be exact.
first of all, HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY to all!
many things have happened for the past 13 days! sis's photo exhibition with the hopeless romantic, project JUMBO, back to school *arghhh!* and archery. details I'll write when I feel like la, very lazy now haha.
well, it was suppose to be a fine day today, but it turned out to be sad for me. And the best part is I don't know why! I guess it should be multiple reasons that led to be a sad guanwen today. I've been thinking AGAIN, even though I should be studying, and I realised many things that I may have done wrongly e.g. scolding the wrong person, expecting too much of others, wanting things to go MY way to other matters such as my nephew getting sick, atrocious CT marks, NOT DOING MY REVISION when I should (esp. when there's one extra day), to lastly not being able to do homework not because I don't want to, but I can't (it really sucks I tell you). And with PTMs approaching this Saturday (which does not help), all I can say is wish me luck lo.
Sometimes I really think I do too much, cause I don't wanna be a slacker, but to expect the same fair share back is a wishful part of my thinking; i guess.
To the extent that I even think I think too much now, snap out of it guanwen! DO IT!
oh wells, at least the big match's later,it'll take my mind off these matters; for now that is.
first of all, HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY to all!
many things have happened for the past 13 days! sis's photo exhibition with the hopeless romantic, project JUMBO, back to school *arghhh!* and archery. details I'll write when I feel like la, very lazy now haha.
well, it was suppose to be a fine day today, but it turned out to be sad for me. And the best part is I don't know why! I guess it should be multiple reasons that led to be a sad guanwen today. I've been thinking AGAIN, even though I should be studying, and I realised many things that I may have done wrongly e.g. scolding the wrong person, expecting too much of others, wanting things to go MY way to other matters such as my nephew getting sick, atrocious CT marks, NOT DOING MY REVISION when I should (esp. when there's one extra day), to lastly not being able to do homework not because I don't want to, but I can't (it really sucks I tell you). And with PTMs approaching this Saturday (which does not help), all I can say is wish me luck lo.
Sometimes I really think I do too much, cause I don't wanna be a slacker, but to expect the same fair share back is a wishful part of my thinking; i guess.
To the extent that I even think I think too much now, snap out of it guanwen! DO IT!
oh wells, at least the big match's later,it'll take my mind off these matters; for now that is.
Monday, March 10
my day
guanwen is a really happy boy today!
you should know why.
shall not elaborate more.
looking forward to tomorrow!
a better day I hope.
you should know why.
shall not elaborate more.
looking forward to tomorrow!
a better day I hope.
Wednesday, March 5
tribute
A Tribute to this special someone on his 18th birthday, my best friend, Mok Kai Chuen.
A picture speaks a thousand words.
6 pictures... ... you should get my idea.
Saturday, March 1
19 feb
February 29, a day that only appears once every four years. a leap day to be exact.
It is said that this day allows women to propose to men and the men can't refuse to it. A special day whereby women take charge. the men take a break for the day, and be obliged to do what a girl asks of you.
The previous leap year happened in 2004 and 29/2/2004 was just any other normal day in the 2004 calender. But somehow this year it turned out different, much more significant events happened; pledges, confessions, escapes, security lapses, public apologies, mugging etc.
A emotional ride it was for me today, especially in the morning. but all things ended well. and I'm happy, for now. until the common tests arrive on Monday.
until then, back to studying, studying and more studying; nothing else should bother me now.
Let's just hope that 29/2/2012 will be even be much better than today, for me and you.
It is said that this day allows women to propose to men and the men can't refuse to it. A special day whereby women take charge. the men take a break for the day, and be obliged to do what a girl asks of you.
The previous leap year happened in 2004 and 29/2/2004 was just any other normal day in the 2004 calender. But somehow this year it turned out different, much more significant events happened; pledges, confessions, escapes, security lapses, public apologies, mugging etc.
A emotional ride it was for me today, especially in the morning. but all things ended well. and I'm happy, for now. until the common tests arrive on Monday.
until then, back to studying, studying and more studying; nothing else should bother me now.
Let's just hope that 29/2/2012 will be even be much better than today, for me and you.
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